The last time I cried, that’s the topic today.  I have to admit, it’s been awhile and I feel it in my heart.  I need to cry–I need a good hard UGLY cry that leaves your eyes swollen and your throat raw and a hundred tissues on the floor.  My lack of tears is from lack of me-time….I don’t know if it’s programmed in to me or what, but I have difficulty really crying like that in any kind of situation where people might be around.  I used to use long car rides as a time to let it all out–so probably the last time I cried hard was on the ride home listening to some sappy music OR my “rage-y” music if it was an angry cry. The concern is if I let it all out, will I be able to pick it back up and move on?  The answer is always yes of course I’ll be fine, that’s what I do, that’s who I am.